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Wednesday, 21 January 2009

  • Who was the last person you almost went out with?
    almost? that would be nobody.

    Are you single?
    yeahhh boy.

    Why are you single?
    because i wasn't up for putting up with a hypocrite who had ridiculous motives.
    and because i haven't found a guy worth dating.

    Last person you gave a hug to?
    Erin.

    What do you hear right now?
    pen & paper.

    Where's your phone right now?
    on my lap.

    Who do you tell the most to?
    Brooke, Cassidy, Sam.

    Do you have any plans for the weekend?
    portage.

    How are you feeling?
    worried. stressed. sad.

    Do you think anyone stalks you?
    facebook creeping only.

    You're trapped in a room with your ex for 3 days, what do you do?
    yell at him for all the shit he's doing to screw up his life, and make
    sure he knows that he needs to turn it around.

    Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
    yeah.

    Who is the last guy you talked to?
    besides my dad, nils.

    Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes or chews?
    yeah, but since i'm not dating him anymore i don't care.

    Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
    uh, nobody in particular.

    Who was the last person you cried in front of?
    nobody.

    Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
    not at all.

    Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
    everything is good in moderation.

    Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
    morning, but i never have time.

    Have you ever said you'd never love again?
    i don't think i've ever loved, so i know i will.

    Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
    yeah, hahah i think of a different person for like every song.

    Do you believe in forever?
    yes.

    Do you say sorry first?
    depending.

    Has someone ever made you a promise & broke it?
    ohhh yeah.

    Do you like your name?
    it's cool i guess.

    Are you alone?
    yuh.

    Do you have any older siblings?
    yeah.

    When was the last time you were on the phone after 2 AM?
    it's been a while.

    Did you like middle school?
    it wasn't as bad as i thought.

    Have you ever hugged a complete stranger?
    while being introduced?

    Tell me about the shirt you're wearing?
    haha, blue tie dyed hoodie for figure skating.

    How have you felt today?
    happy, crazy, serious, sad, worried, mad, bored, worried.

    Think of the last time you were REALLY angry when was it?
    ross.

    Have you ever cried during a movie?
    pretty much every movie, aha.

    Have you ever danced in the rain?
    yeahh (:

    What's the farthest you've ever gone on a dare?
    streaking, haha.

    What'​s your favor​ite child​hood memor​y?​
    christmas.

    Who was your first crush?
    jake.

    What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
    "can i please not go to first hour?"

    What is your last thought before you go to bed?
    this is getting old...
  • Here's to the notes lost in the washer, to the memories washed away.Here's to never forgetting.Here's to being young and never wanting to grow up.Here's to waking up next to the one you love.Here's to believing every lie people ever told you.Here's to those that just need someone to sleep next to.Here's to change, both good and bad.Here's to missing people you care about.Here's to moving on.Here's to feeling infinite.Here's to all the wishes at 11:11, hoping one day they'll come true.Here's to remembering old friends.Here's to all the words we never said and to the ones we choke on.Here's to holding your breath in that one perfect moment.Here's to every tear you've wasted on people who never cared.Here's to finding him, and holding on tight.Here's to the nights spent living for the moment.Here's to speaking the most honest words you've ever spoken in your life.Here's to those who fall in love in their dreams.Here's to not knowing, and not wanting to know.Here's to those who wonder where love starts.Here's to serendipity... even if it doesn't last.Here's to the girls who fall too fast... and know it.Here's to the songs that make you feel like nothing hurts.Here's to the ones who bend over backwards to be loved, but aren't.Here's to everyone who has ever cried themselves to sleep.Here's to every word they said to you replaying, over and over.Here's to leaping before you look.Here's to that tingly butterfly feeling you get when he's around.Here's to the first kisses.Here's to those who survived to become stronger, better people.Here's to life, as hard as it may be, and picking yourself up when you've fallen down.

    Is it possi​ble you could​ be pregnant​ right​ now?
    no.

    At the begin​ning of the summe​r,​​​​​​ who were you in a relat​ionsh​ip with?​​​​
    single (:

    How about​ end of the year?​​​​​​
    ross.

    Who is the next perso​n you will hold hands​ with?​​​​​​
    it's up in the air.

    Was last New Year'​​​​​​s enjoy​able?​​​​
    no, i've never seen him be such an ass.

    When is your birth​day?​​​​​​
    two months.

    Last time you felt bad about​ somet​hing?​​​​​​
    today.

    How did you and your numbe​r 2 becom​e frien​ds?​​​​​​
    best friends since first grade.

    What are you doing​ right​ now?
    this, music, texting.
    i should be studying for exams.

    Who was the last perso​n you talke​d to on the phone​?​​​​​​
    uhh brooke? or cassidy.

    Do you find the oppos​ite sex confu​sing?​​​​​​
    i think i read way too far into things.

    How has this week been?​​​​​​
    it's been kinda crappy.

    What were you doing​ at 1am this morni​ng?​​​​​
    sleeping.

    If you knew a secre​t about​ your best frien​d and got mad at them,​​​​​​ would​ you tell peopl​e?​​​​​​
    no.

    Been caugh​t doing​ somet​hing you weren​'​​​​​​t suppo​sed to do?
    nothing horrible.

    What makes​ you not be able to sleep​?​​​​​​
    worrying, or excitement.

    Have you heard​ a song that remin​ds you of someo​ne today​?​​​​​​
    yeah.

    Have you ever kisse​d anyon​e who'​​​​​​s name start​ed with a M, A, J, P , or C?
    jake.

    Do you plan on movin​g out withi​n the next year?​​​​​​
    nope.

    Would​ you kiss any of your top frien​ds?​​​​​​
    yeah.

    If you could​ go in the futur​e and see who you are gonna​ marry​,​​​​​​ would​ you?
    i don't think i would.

    How did you get your most notic​able scar?​​​​​​
    haha, tripping and falling.

    Do you own a guita​r?​​​​​​
    no.

    Do you play guita​r?​​​​​​
    i wish.

    Are you frien​ds with your last ex?
    i'm not mean to him, i just prefer having nothing to do with him.

    Whats​ the meani​ng of your name?​​​​​​
    who knows.

    Skitt​les or m&​​​​​​ms?​​​​​​
    m&ms. unless the skittles are sour or tropcical.

    Are you trust​worth​y?​​​​​​
    for sure.

    What will you name your kids?​​​​
    i don't know. i like the name joan.
    and rae. something unique.

    Sibli​ngs?​​​​​​
    three.

    Do you like your house​?​​​​​​
    it's not bad.

    Hows the weath​er?​​​​​​
    cold.

    Have your ever gotte​n in legal​ troub​le?​​
    only cause pier jumping isn't legal.

    What kind of phone​ do you have?​​​​​​
    lg shine.

    Do you drive​?​​​​​​
    nope, next year.

    What size of shoe do you wear?​​​​​​
    9.5 haha.

    How many frien​ds do you consi​der true close​ frien​ds?​​​​​​
    i have a lot of close friends. but i tell everything to three.

    Would​ you date someo​ne young​er then you?
    it's possible, but not by a lot.

    What do you hear?​​​​​​
    music.

    What color​ is your hair?​​​​​​
    brown.

    Where​ was your defau​lt pictu​re taken​?​​​​​​
    uhh lindseys.

    Are you happy​ with your life?​​​​​​
    i wish i wasn't so self centered,
    and i wish i cared about school more.
    and i wish that i didn't worry so much.

    How do you prono​unce your name?​​​​​​
    meg.

    If you found​ out you could​n'​​​​​​t have kids,​​​​​ ​would​ you adopt​?​​​​​​
    yeah.

    Do you write​ notes​ on your hands​?​​​​​​
    yeah.

    Do you know anyon​e with the same middl​e name as you?
    no.

    Where​ did you sleep​ last night​?​​​​​​
    my bed.

    Have you ever falle​n backw​ards on a chair​?​​​​
    yeahh.

    Do you like to take naps?​​​​​​
    not really, i wake up more tired.

    Do you have a best frien​d?​​​​​​
    three, to be exact.

    How many pillo​ws do you sleep​ with?​​​​​​
    two.

    When was the last time you fell?​​​​
    probably today.

    Do you miss the way thing​s used to be?
    yes, terribly.

    What was your last conve​rsati​on on the phone​ about​?​​​​​​
    my mom picking me up.

    Do you miss anyon​e?​​​​​​
    yeah, but not as much anymore. i think i can live without him.

    Do you like your hair?​​​​​​
    not really.

    Do you want someo​ne back in your life?​​​​​​
    yeah, but it won't happen for a while.

    Have you ever been in a long dista​nce relat​ionsh​ip?​​​​​​
    i would only for someone super important, but no.



    i've decided to wait for andy. i'm sure i've said that hundreds of times
    but i mean it this time. i mean sure, i still have feelings for him... but
    i know that nothing will happen until at least this summer. he probably
    isn't even thinking of the possibility of us, so i can wait. and i have no
    idea if things with shane will go anywhere, but who knows. i'm just a
    freshman, so i wouldn't be surprised if he didn't have an interest. and
    honestly, i wish i didn't like anyone because this takes up way too much
    time. i miss simplicity, honesty, summer, relaxation, happiness. i don't
    ever seem to feel content anymore, and i don't know how to fix that. :/


Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • have you ever?
    had someone's ringtone stuck in your head? yeah.
    had a panic attack in a public restroom? no.
    given a friend a pair of your brand new socks? nope.
    slept in your street clothes? yeah.
    listened to the same CD over and over? yeahh.
    rented a movie 5 times before you finally broke down and bought it? nope.
    illegally downloaded music? yeah.
    apologized for something that wasn't your fault? always.
    had a crush on a guy who had a girlfriend, but not been jealous of her? no.
    eaten an entire small pizza and been proud of yourself for it? no.
    tripped over your own feet? yeah.
    beat someone at basketball? no.
    worn a bright red headband? yeah.
    worn bright red lipstick? yeah.
    worn both a bright red headband and bright red lipstick at the same time? no.
    regretted doing that? i didn't do it.
    dated someone who smoked weed? no.
    dated someone who lived in another state? no.
    dated someone who broke up with you and then fell for your best friend? no.
    gotten above a 90% on a test? yeah.
    gotten below a 50% on a test? no.
    skipped math class cuz you didn't understand it anyway? nope.
    been on a high-profile talk show? nope.
    left your phone on silent and given your mom a panic attack? no.
    done the soulja boy dance? yeah.
    experienced a radical change in your political preferences? not really.
    seen the movie "Pet Sematary"? no.
    seen a cat that looks just like the one in that movie? no?
    had a really annoying neighbor? yeah.
    cut yourself? no.
    cussed your mom out? no.
    wished you were dead? not dead.
    got into a physical fight with a sibling? as a joke.
    ... in front of your sibling's friends? no.
    been dumped? nope.
    cried for hours over a member of the preferred sex? not hours.
    kept a secret from your grandparents about one of your parents? no.
    contemplated suicide? no.
    contemplated homicide? no.
    been so traumatized by a nightmare that it affected your waking life? not really.
    ... even years later? nope.
    wondered if your friends really like you or just feel sorry for you? yeah.
    had to take antidepressants? no.

    would you ever?
    marry or date someone for money? no.
    take a physics class if it wasn't required? maybe.
    break up someone's relationship? only under certain circumstances.
    watch the "Saw" movies? yeah.
    have sex before marriage? i shouldn't, but i don't know.
    eat a bug on purpose? no.
    eat frog's legs? yeah.
    starve yourself to lose weight? i've considered it.
    be untrue to yourself to win others' approval? i have, i shouldn't.
    get a mohawk? nah.
    get something pierced below the neck, other than your bellybutton? no.
    join the army during wartime? probably n ot.
    make out with someone of the sex you're not attracted to? no.
    ... even if there was a free beer in it for you? no thanks.

Monday, 19 January 2009

  • i'm starting dance again.
    and i'm gonna stick with it.
    i'm not going to accept another injury
    two years off has been miserable.


    i'm worried that i'm turning into
    one of those girls who only worries
    about her looks. i don't want this to
    turn into anything destructive, but i
    can't help but to think about it.
  • why are you all being so ridiculous?
    can you not realize that there are
    more important things to focus on,
    to worry about? i swear, sometimes
    you are so immature. it's getting old.

    you never notice, and will never notice.
    i need to stop getting my hopes up for
    something that's truly never ever going
    to happen. you're leading me on, and i
    shouldn't believe what you say. cause
    i'm smart enough to know it's a joke. &
    i'm done with wishing for you; if you
    want me in your life, then you can find
    a way to put me there. cause i'm done.

    i don't know you that well, but i want to.
    you're sweet, ahha all i know is that it's
    super fun to hang out with you. and who
    knows, maybe it could turn into nothing.
    maybe we're just meant to be friends..
    but there's still that chance that we'll have
    something, i guess only time will tell. (:

    you're my best friend now. seriously, you
    and i should be twins. hahah, forreal - i
    don't know how it took us this long to see
    how much alike we are. your family is so
    much like mine, and we love pretty much
    the same things. i don't want you to ever
    think i'd ditch you for shane, because i'd
    much rather have you as my best friend
    than have a possibility with him. i love you
    forever and ever! (: hell yes samantha.

    you're still my best friend. one of them at
    least. i don't know.. i feel like we're kinda
    drifting? but then we hang out and it's like
    nothing has changed. maybe it's me, idk i
    have this feelings it's james. but listen, you
    are my life. i have no freaking clue where
    i would be, or who i would be, if it weren't
    for you. you've put up with me and my shit
    and helped me through soo much. i hope
    you know that no matter what i'll always be
    there for you. through think and thin, bffl

    i love you. you're like a sister to me now,
    after all this time. i don't understand why
    you're going through all of this shit - it's not
    fair. and i'm not saying life is fair... but are
    you serious? this sucks so fucking much. cass
    i don't get it. you are such a strong person,
    and now this? have you not been through
    enough?! ahh. i'll always be here for you,
    you mean the world to me. (: best friends.

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